Yes, I am still alive!! I wasn’t injured by this big typhoon that ran across the Kanto area.
Sorry I wasn’t online during this weekend much… One of my friend gave me a call tonight because I wasn’t responding to his message. Well… actually I wasn’t receiving them (I don’t know why… maybe because of the system error of the phone? wire??? no idea…) What ever, I’m doing good thanks! Had some time to rest, and work on music projects and sawasphool’s song writings.
I’m not like how I was in past few years!! I’m so much healthier (physically as well as mentally) and had learned to “rest” sometimes. 🙂 … I do appreciate to have people who cares about myself though 😉 I really do!! Esp, when I’m in down mood. But it’s just emotional ups and downs and… I know I’ve got you guys to back me up, I don’t have to pretend like I’m a strong one. The more I live I discover myself, to be myself is all what I can do. Simple enough, eh? (I used to hated this but) I like to be myself now and it’s what you guys had taught me. Maybe I was sick. Maybe I was having a bit thick and long period of adolescence than average? well… I hate this word “average” how can people sum up all those emotions of people and divide by the number of human’s head? It’s none sense for me to care about my position in such ambiguous statics. If it gives you comfort, maybe it works for you and I don’t deny that. But for me, it’s just 2nd or 3rd opinion because I don’t want to close my door to the possibilities.
Sorry I wrote too much about the boring stuff tonight.
I just want you to remember that I’ll be always here for you (for Jesters, my friends and fans and reader of my blog and tweets), just like you guys were for me. There are still many things that I haven’t experienced in this life and I might not able to understand how you feel in full, but at least I’ll be on your side.
Lastly, I wanna share this video that one of our Jesters from Osaka had made for us!
It’s a new ver. of the Tokyo FM Hall live back in June 9th. Enjoy!!!